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Monday, November 09, 2009
Today & Yesterday . Yesterday,today - same case . I regret and i'm sorry to my aunt and my beloved friend and my mum. I made my aunt disappointed yesterday, and today , i made my friends disappointed. I felt so stupid,so dumb,so guilty,so sorry,so miserable,so bad . So bad so bad so bad that i felt these 2 days are the worst days i ever encountered. Yesterday , early in the morning,my aunt wished me Happy Birthday and called me to go to her house. At 12pm,my mum told me to take a shirt and give her to iron. But i'm so particular and i kept choosing the same shirt. My mum was so fed up and she walked away without a single word. She 'slept' on the sofa,so i thought the plan going to my aunt house canceled . So i'm disappointed and so i also fell asleep on my bed. At around 6,my cousin messaged me and asked me whether i'm coming. But i said no . Because my dad just came back from work and there was no transport. I felt so lazy . At night,she and her parents visited my house to give some food packed from my aunt house. My uncle said that my aunt had already prepared something special for me,expecting me to come . But i made her disappointed. I felt so guilty,seriously . And today's story was the same plot. After soccer,met my friends at Yew Tee Point. They intended to meet me as yesterday was my birthday . So i met them,although i'm feeling tired and horrible . But when they brought me to carpark , i remembered that i have to go out with my parents later . And i wanted to let them know,but they were far infront. So ,without them knowing,i went back to Yew Tee MRT Station. Yeahss , i didn't know that they had prepared for me something special also. I know i'm dumb , curse and swear at me as many as you want. I know i'm a piece of rubbish to you now. I'm sorry friend,aunt,mum. I did not intend to hurt your feelings . Please don't be like that. I want to message to every day . I want to befriend your friends. I do not want to lose all of you. please,i'm begging you. Forgive me . Forgive me . Curse and swear me . I'm ok with it. I'm worth the swearing. 6 of you, i'm damn sorry . Y,Y,I,R,S,A Im sorry :( Please accept my forgiveness. Aunt, i'm sorry also. Forgive me . Mum, i'm sorry :( These 2 days seems to be my worst day of my life. Worst Birthday . People feelings hurt . Disappointed. And i felt horrible . Totally horrible . I promise i won't do it again. Forgive me . :'( Worst day(s). - Luqman Haziq . |
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